what is smile?

Alone...

最近，不知道为什么……

喜欢独处……自己一个人……

觉得自己越来越不合群了……

就这样，我懊恼了很久……

也许，我一直在逃避一些我不想有的感觉……

也许，我的心不在这……在别处……

然而，有个朋友告诉我：

“其实是你变得更成熟了，

不喜欢别人的生活方式，

但又不想勉强别人跟你的方式，

所以宁愿自己一个人。”

真的只是是这样吗?

CHEATER !!!

i hate everything about you.

i hate how you decieved me.

i hate how you treated me

as if you never cared for me.

i hate how you look at me

i hate how you talk to me

i hate how you ignore

as if i was never there.

IMAGINE

Imagine i'm in KL now

Forgot the time after 6pm

Forgot the crowded people

Forgot the traffic jam in raining

Forgot the worst Doraemon bread

Imagine i'm a bad person ever

Never think about others

Never want share with them

Never care about their feeling

Never willing to pay and sacrifice

Imagine today is just a normal and busy day

Imagine tomorrow i'm wake up from the bed in KL

RUN and HIDE

I wan RUN...

Too tired of being various characters...

Too tired of being HER...

When can i find myself back?

Leave me alone, don't talk to me...

I want find a place to HIDE...

I had lost my SMILE.

I HATE it.

不。开。心。

我，不开心。

Lover's Concerto

hurt.

Being broken hearted is like having broken ribs on the outside it looks like nothing is wrong but every breath hurts.

i am who i am >.<

离家出走记

上个星期，我告别了我可爱的 roomate 和 bedmate, 离家出走去了。打包好行李，搬去 studio 住了一个星期，为了赶 project, 为了方便，为了不要太麻烦。其实说真的，住 studio 不错哦~有免费的冷气吹，吹到你顶不顺，把它关掉~哈哈！为了陪寂寞的建杰，所以我就把位子搬去他附近咯，也就是雪卿的位子。walao~雪卿的位子真的超级爽咯，超级有私隐。坐她的位子，就像在看电视酱，看见 studio 的人走上走下。呵呵！因为前几天 studio 都没什么人，寂寞的柏玮就来加入我们咯 :P 唉，也就因为这样，我就只顾着和他们讲废话，耽误了我要做的东西，害到我的 productivity 变低了…… =.= 都是你们…… :P